Thank you for the response to my previous question!
Fifteen days ago, my friend who has sexual relations with his mom, forgot his laptop in my home. I knew his password. I opened his Laptop. I was searching frantically for any Folder that would give me clue to his Incest relationship.
There were some unnamed Folderrs. Finally, I found 2 videos in one Folder. I quickly transfered both videos in my external harddisk, and closed the laptop. My Friend returned after half an hour and took his laptop.
After he left, I started playing the videos. In one video, my friend and his Mom are clearly visible fucking. She was really horny and I could see my Friend's cock in and out of her pussy. After watching the video, my feelings for my Mom have got stronger.
I know it is a sin, but at least once, I want to have sex with my Mom. My mom is very close to me. She used to share the same bed with me. Dad visits homes about 3 to 4 times a month. She used to hug me while sleeping and kiss me on my forehead and cheeks.
Now, after watching that video, I have begun to feel her ass and boobs while sleeping. Mostly she wears maxi while at home and in bed while sleeping. I have always tried to see her pussy while she is sleeping. Yesterday, while sleeping her maxi and peyticoat got pulled up till her thighs. I slowly raised her maxi to her ass and she was not wearing any panty.
I moved downwards and began to smell her pussy and ass without touching. Then I slept hugging her from back side touching my erected dick to her ass, through my trousers. This has been my daily routine since past ten days. I really don't know whetherr she knows what I am doing.
I know it is wrong but after seeing my friend fucking his mom, I am really mad about my mom. I want her badly. I have always been close to her heart. I love her a lot and she loves me too. From deep inside, I think that if I ask her for sex, she won't deny me. But I dont want to hurt her.
Should I show the videos of my friend and his mom to her? She knows him well. My mom is just 43 and has an attractive figure. Should I move further? I am just getting mad with Lust. I want to fuck my Mom. How?