I am 26, engaged and will be marrying soon. I am an avid porn watcher and mainly watch gangbangs, anal, hardcore, brutal, deepthroat stuff and masturbate regularly. I love to read porn stories. I have a feeling to fuck every now and then. Everytime I see a girl, I just ogle at her boobs in the begining and then think about banging her. Is this normal? It is not like I am a virgin. I had my first sex last year with a prostitute and felt very disgusted after that.
I then promised myself, I will never have sex with a stranger. I had sex with her wearing a double condom. I feared contracting a disease because I inserted my finger into her vagina but thank god it was fine. I had a Medical test for a policy couple of months ago and came to know they took Elisa test to check for HIV. So basically that horror is out of my mind but still sometimes I have thoughts about that unfaithful day and it saddens me.
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