I am a married woman since last 6 years, I have a kid too. I just got married at 22 years of my age. It was an arrangd marriage and my hubby was 34 at that time. I have never been sexually satisfied from the begining of my marriage. I always wanted love marriage, but I didn't get that chance.
Now, 3 years ago I met a guy on fb. In the beginning he was only my friend who knew that I'm married but nevertheless he proposed to me. I always rejected him and decided to stay away from him.
But then I got to know that I'm addicted to him and I cant live without him (chats). After some time I too confessed that I'm in love with him. He always wanted to meet me but I always refused. We didn't meet till now.
We had a great bonding. He made me smile always but now he wants to meet me and he wants to have sex. Yesterday, we had a sex chat for the first time.
I'm happy but I'm feeling guilty too. I have never been satisfied by my hubby in bed, but he loves me a lot. He cares about me, takes care of me but not sexually.
How many women on this forum are truly satisfied sexually by their husbands/BFs?